Holiday Time (Me Time)..

Hey everyone..

I'd like to give you all a short update... as well as apologize about my behavior over the last two months of 2011.
First off, for those fo you who don't know already, I'm not very fond of Family holidays. Haven't been for 4 years now. In fact, I've become somewhat of a "Scrooge" when it comes to Thanksgiving and Christmas.
So please excuse me if my attitude is -32 degrees Celsius/south of "cheery"..

Another thing: As this year comes to a close, I've looked back and realized I've made a bunch of choices that i'm not really too sure about.
So I plan on taking the rest of the year (and a little of the New year) to reflect upon certain things. There are too many questions I need answered (most of which, unfortunately, can't be answered until... sometime next year).
Yes, I will be cutting communications with certain people for a while. As for the rest of you, please forgive me if I become somewhat distant. I just want to make sure that this is really what I want (relationship-wise and in general). It seems that ,despite my own personal goals, I still wind up doing things that make other people happy. Rather than myself. I don't want to make anymore mistakes by rushing into things... I don't fully understand.

In the meantime, as I'm thinking, I will also be trying to focus/get back into the things that used to make me happy, take my mind off stressful and negative things and inspire me the most: Comic/Manga, movies, television shows and video games.
I've been watching both "House" and "Sex and the City" (from Season 1) as well as catching up with my favorite webcomics (currently reading "AppleGeeks"). It's been a while since I've smiled so hard while reading comics with different styles of Art. Ever since, I've found myself doodling more (let alone coming up with ideas, period).
Been playing "Skyrim" a lot as well. it's a great game, I love it. It definitely helps when I'm stressed. If I'm upset, I just raid a Bandit hideput or pillage a village. :3 It's like a more violent "Fable 3" and my fix until I can start playing "W.o.W" again.

Well, that's about it.I hope everybody had a great Thanksgiving. I'd like to thank you all again for your love, support and (most of all) your patience. It's truly appreciated. Until next time, all. L8r.

~ Katt